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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Summer Agenda


Today is the first of August. End of summer comes to mind as this month makes its appearance. I shouldn’t feel that way, the calendar shows more summer ahead, but this is the back to school month, not September as in the past when I was school age.

Summer was a very long season as a child. The end of school in June was a relief – at last free – no more thinking! I remember mornings – sleeping in – waking to the warm breeze as it meandered through the window finding her way to my bed; gently caressing my face. The bird outside my window sang her morning song telling me a new day was waiting for me. I can still picture that morning sun – the glow and feeling as he peeked into my bedroom, a sight not duplicated in my adult life.

The first item on the agenda was getting outside to have fun.   I would meet up with my friends (usually the boys) and we would plan all morning for our afternoon activities. The activities would be productions with each person having a specific part and dialog.  Sometimes the game would be Flash Gordon, or cops and robbers, sometimes a game with our own made-up language, which got us laughing as we tried to figure out what the other person was saying. But mostly it would be cowboys and pioneers crossing the plains going west. We all had guns and holsters, our parents didn't worry this toy would influence us to a life of crime or we would become mass murderers. We were kids but yet we knew the difference between reality and fantasy.

The next item on the agenda was getting provisions for the journey. This consisted of thorn-apples from the tree in the front yard, either picking off the branches we could reach or just gathering the apples that fell to the ground, naturally discarding those with worm holes.  This took up the largest part of the morning, after all it would take months, or years to cross the plains. We needed enough to sustain us through the long seasons of travel and hardship.

When the lunch whistle blew, and their was a whistle off in the distance, from where we never knew only that it was lunchtime; we gathered in a different backyard each day for our meal.  Brown paper bags containing our sandwich and fruit, someone always had candy and would share a piece, and of course our Fizzie tablet.  The hosting mother supplied the glass of water to pop our Fizzie in.  We dropped it in the clear liquid and watched as the colored tablet swam to the bottom of the glass. Bubbles shooting to the top and the color swirling in the water like fireworks on the 4th of July.  Instantly the glass of water turned into a sweet soft drink - my favorite being the artificially flavored root beer.  I can’t imagine that today’s Fizzie tables make the same wonderful drink.

After lunch our “play” would start.   We played with enthusiasm and concentration as we acted out each scene. Our play went strong, non-stop, until the fathers came home from work.  As soon as the car was spotted coming down the street,  our play stopped and we immediately went.home  Mothers never had to call us home, we knew it was time, we followed the agenda.

Family time was the agenda item for evening.  Once in a while an amendment was made, you might play over at the closest neighbors yard, maybe catching fireflies or playing red-light – green-light, but not very often. Family time was on the agenda for the whole neighborhood. Some nights I would be with Dad as he checked out his garden, or played catch with him as Mom cleaned the kitchen, or shooting the BB gun at the sign in the vacant lot, or just sitting in the yard with lemonade listening to the folks talk about their day. There was no watching TV in the summer, most shows where reruns, and after all everyone wanted to be outside, it was too hot in the house.  This was the era before every building had air conditioning, we enjoyed being out, winter was time enough to stay inside.

Unfortunately for Mom we did get very dirty playing outside all day.  We made a ‘slide’ on the construction dirt pile in the vacant lot, dirt attracted to our sweaty skin like metal shot to a magnet.  Which ever activity was on our agenda that day, a nightly bath also was - unlike winter when a full bath was only a Saturday night event.  We could stay up late in the summer. After bath-time the agenda item was snuggling with Dad. We kept cool in front of the window fan as we watched the news, weather, and sports. This was a big treat!

I don’t know if summer was so much longer then, or maybe it was the fact there were no worries for us, everything we needed was provided. We were kids and lived in our own world. Whatever it was – yes – summer as a small child was magic. How I would love to again add that magic to my agenda.



Copyright 2012 Eileen A Partak

Friday, June 22, 2012

Freedom

To escape and face reality can be a revolution of your mind


Ó 2012 Eileen A Partak

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Seeing Again


I begin this morning
Ready for the labors of my day
Crisp cool air – golden sun
His morning smile I have ignored for so long
Today he greets me with joy - memories of our past
I see the birds hurry in the sky - off to their bird duties
Singing morning verse thanking the maker for life
Off I go also to live the happiness of this gift
A day I am now glad to be part of
The sun and birds reminding me of the glory

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Broken Sleep


Darkness all around
Sleep no longer my companion
A noise in my room
Wondering if I am alone
But of course no one else wakes at this hour

Then the sound of a bird
One single chirp – silence
Did this one little bird have the same fight with sleep

Roll over once more and resist the urge to open my eyes
Again – the bird – he still tries to break the silent darkness
A single note – then a small tune
Followed by a new note from the next yard
A duet in the darkness

My struggle to keep sleep with me is now lost
The birds let me know a new day begins
One to fulfill my desires

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Yes to Writing - Again

What a beautiful morning!

All ready to write now after attending the AWP Conference last week in Chicago. Was a great conference. I attended 16 lectures in 3 days - getting up at 5:30 to catch the train - not taking time to eat - getting home late - I was so tired - wow!! Was that a great time - but I am kind of weird with the way I have fun. The highlight was meeting Jenna Blum author of "Those Who Save Us" one of my favorite books - have to read that one again. I am encouraged - again - that I am not failing as a writer - what I am doing is right for me and to just keep moving along with it.

You may have noticed my blog has been "asleep" for awhile - that is about to change - also the look and content. The words - the stories in my mind are such a part of me - they need to come out. I have been hesitant to let them go free for some time now - I have no idea why.  Writing can be depressing - challenging - invigorating - I will not give it up. Yes to writing - it is a part of me.

Now to balance all things in life - go forth and experience those events - be happy!

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Autumn Morn

Image courtesy of stockimages /FreeDigitalPhotos.net  By Exsodus


I woke this morning

hearing the hum of the grain dryer
a sign it must be Autumn

in the sky a beautiful star
bright on this early Autumn morn
without my glasses it looks as if it were made up of four
 – maybe five stars
all in a cluster shining bright
twinkling with all it’s energy until the
 sun brightens the sky
and my morning star fades
sleeps until next I see it smile at me

I woke up this morning
feeling the cool crisp Autumn air
coming through my window
embracing me with a morning chill

a chill not offensive to me
just letting me know misery
of hot humid summer air has been put to sleep
Now ready for the illustration of this season
color on trees
beauty from nature
truly a masterpiece from God

I woke up this morning
in a soft easy way
the world is alive around me

I am glad I woke up this morning





Ó 2011 Eileen A Partak

Monday, October 3, 2011

Allowed to Mourn – May I?

Do we have the right to mourn?
is this a given in our life path
those we love pass
automatically we march
in funeral ceremonies
accepting hugs and sympathy

Then it is over
we go to the business of
dismantling a person’s life
items so important to their heart
to us only junk

We are to go on with our life
remember good moments
moments that made us smile
moments that molded us into us
moments to connect with the one we bid farewell

But what if that process was denied
do we have the right to mourn?

Ó 2011 Eileen A Partak